Should I go to State
Prison for Marijuana?
I have a philosophical conundrum
whether I should turn myself in to police for MARIJUANA!!! And
should I be in prison until marijuana is legal federally in the
USA!!??
I live in New York, which as of April
2014, it looks like it is going to be at least 5 more years before
medical marijuana is legal, let alone recreational marijuana is
legal.
FOR THE RECORD, I believe that
Marijuana has tremendous medicinal value, however I am SERIOUSLY
AGAINST MEDICAL MARIJUANA! It should not be up to bureaucrats or
subjective doctor’s opinions what or how much marijuana (whether it
be medicine or not) individual needs. THIS IS A MATTER OF INDIVIDUAL
LIBERTY, FREEDOM AND (as the US Constitution States ) = PURSUIT OF
HAPPINESS. Just like gay marriage, women’s rights or civil rights,
WHO ARE YOU to say what I can and cannot do!!
Why should some straight-edge
conservative IGNORANT bureaucrat decide what is best for me!!! Who
are you to judge me!! You don't know me! You don't know what I have
been through. At the very least I have severed my country in a time
of war. Now all I am asking for is the freedom to do what is best
for me.
I have a special medical condition
(ADD/ADHA/ADHBD) that smoking a tiny bit ( I stress A SMALL AMOUNT
OF QUALITY MARIJUANA) maybe once a week or a few times a month
SERIOUSLY HELPS ME!!!....
I am not a drug fiend, I am not a Pot
Head, I am not some hopeless loser stoner that just wants to be lazy
and be high, I am not a loser dope drug addict that just wants to get
high!!!!
If this is what you think that all
marijuana users are like, YOU ARE IGNORANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You might want to educate yourself.
Because most pot smokers are honest tax paying citizens, just like
the majority of the African American Community, and just like the Gay
Community that just wants to have the right to marry who they love,
just like the minimum wage community that is just asking for a fair
wage, and just like female workforce community that is just asking
for equal pay for equal work. I am a proud and honest United States
Citizens, that has honorably severed his country in the time of
war... And all I am asking is not to be prosecuted and persecuted
for my honest attempt to make myself feel better. Please allow me
the dignity to define myself. MARIJUANA is a SOCIAL RIGHT, it is not
a means of social discrimination!!!
I can't tell you how many job
opportunities I have lost because of this BULLSHIT DISCRIMINATION!
It is simply not fair! I have been denied the honest opportunity to
work because of my personal mental affliction that is honestly best
cured by a tiny bit of weed... This has caused me become jobless,
homeless, self-esteemless, hopeless, bankrupt and suicidal.
I am an intelligent adult. I should be
able to make my own decisions as to what is best for me. I am also a
US Marine Corps War Veteran ( Afghanistan OEF 2009) and a College
Graduate (State University of New York at Albany with a major in
Sociology, and a minor in Philosophy, Psychology and Social
Statistics).
I may have PTSD from fighting the war
in Afghanistan, or I may have had ADD/ADHD prior to joining the
military. Whatever the case, I have a serious mental problem. I
require stimulus medication (Ritalin or Concerta= time released
Ritalin) to function optimally (or rather to function normally).
Honestly, this medication makes me
want to live!! Without it, I feel sleepy, lazy, lethargic and I have
very little desire to do the things that I love to do. ( * I greatly
enjoy studying foreign languages, practicing classical piano and
learning as much as I can about the natural sciences, mainly
physics, biology and chemistry) if that is not statement enough,
please allow me to elaborate further....
With the right medication (which I
believe to be a combination of Ritalin and Marijuana), I am able to
function as a highly effective member of society. I am able to
contribute to society in a meaningful and useful way. I am able to
produce useful results from diligent hard work. Most importantly, I
am able to go to sleep at night knowing that I did something useful
and meaningful.... Even more importantly, this combination of medicine makes me happy...
Doing something meaningful for myself,
my family and society is quite possibly the most important thing in
my life... Without my vital medication, I simply fail to accomplish
anything practical and useful.
I often wish I didn't need medication
to work and function normally. But the FACT of the matter is that I
do need medication. This medication greatly improves the quality of
my life. Either I take the medication (the stimulate and the
marijuana) and live a higher quality of life or I don't and live a
lower quality of life. Obviously the right choice is simple. I
would rather be a meaningful contributor to society then be a
lethargic waste of space (which is how I am without the medication).
This is a personal conclusion that I
made years ago (when I was about 11, when I first started the
stimulate medication), I decided to be all that I could be and
contribute all that I could. Unfortunately, because MARIJUANA as of
April 2014 is still illegal, I have suffered grave consequences of my
decision....
I have personally experienced that
smoking a very small amount of quality marijuana has drastically
helped me tremendously. After smoking a small amount of high-grade
marijuana (ones a week or less) something truly magical happens. My
mind becomes from free momentarily from the million miles a second
thought-race that burdens me normally. I am able to feel a moment of
peace and tranquility from the constant speed race that my mind
constantly torturers me with....
I decided that my right for the
medicinal value of marijuana was something worth fighting for!!
I understand that I will have to suffer because of the ASS-BACKWARDS
BULLSHIT political climate that I was born into that currently holds
the FALSE belief the MARIJUANA is some sort of evil demon drug that
holds no medicinal value what-so-ever. I may be years ahead of my
time, and I understand that I am on the wrong side of a futile
political battle. But this is something that I honestly believe in.
I am willing to go to jail as a martyr
for my beliefs. I would rather the state pay for my pitiful useless
existence in state prison (as is does with dope users) rather than I
be a useful honest contributor to society with lawful and
unrestricted access to the medication that I need to be a honest
useful contributor to society.
Honestly as a Sociology Major in
College, it seems WAY more useful to society to do it my way... And
allow me access to the drugs that I need than be a useless burden on
society and waste my life in state prison... But who am I to make
that decision? I don't make the laws, I just try my best to follow
the ones that make senses...
Sometimes I wonder why I even bothered
going to school to get educated about the world in the first place,
it doesn't seem to matter anyways....
So I would rather be in state prison
than be a victim of an oppressive ignorant (RACIST I might add)
government on the outside. Until my country decides to do the right
thing and allows honest educated citizens like me to have access the
the medication that I need to be a useful productive citizens, I
guess I would rather rot in jail. America, You have failed! If you
don't correct yourself soon, you will be overtaken by China or who
knows who else.
Now is the time to change. Using
Science as a guide, we have the knowledge and wisdom to do what is
right. Don't let politics stand in the way. The United States of
America has the wisdom and know how to be a world leader.... It is
the corrupt politicians standing in the way of our success. Change
now, for fall forever. The choice is ours.